In my room, 07 nov 2007... !?!?

You may never know how it feels
When you are nobody for everybody
When you are nothing to everything
You don’t have any chance to find tomorrow
Worse, you don’t belong to tomorrow

I just want You to KNOW,,
I don’t found the reason why I’m living for
Yesterday, today, or the next lives
I only see what I wanna see, not what I have to see
I only do what is forced to me,
Not what I really want to do
I’m worthless to choose
Cause the choices are not made for me
Simply, I have no right to choose,
Neither to take, nor to pick

I’m living,
But belong to the death realm
I’m breathing,
But I only borrow the air from other

See,
I really have no value to the world
I’m not as small as dust, but you can’t notice me
I’m not as transparent as wind, but you are so hard to feel me
I’m not seen, an invisible creature
I always exist and care ‘bout you but…
It’s mean nothing for you…
You never care…
You never try to understand me…
How poor I’m…

You might never know how it feels
Coz you are the reason for whatever bad I feel